10 days of "leave"

Well, I passed out from BMT on the 13th March 2007, and now its 25th March 2007! Hehe. What had I been doing for the past 12 days? Lol, I had my block leave which can be easily translated into a holiday for me, except that army calls it block leave. Haha.

One thing which I did alot was to contribute to my region event. During my leave, I did alot alot of filming for the event. Haha, I took on many roles as well! Professor, passer-by, Ah Long, SARS victim, friend of main lead and I don't know what else. So how do they differentiate the different me's' in the video? Well, some roles I wore a cap, some I wore shirt, some no cap, some polo-tshirt, some jeans, some shorts. Thats how alot of Meng Hui's' were created. Haha.

Well, I did alot of catching up with some my friends whom I have not met for a really long time. Particularly my secondary school friends. So I used some days to go for buffet with them, then watch movie. And I also played soccer with my friends from junior college and made new jerseys as well. Well, just some things I don't get to do when I am trapped in a protected area every weekday.

I also managed to go G12 after a really really long time! Ha, nothing's changed yet, except for the fact that Derrick can be back with us for good. I am also no longer the songleading coordinator anymore. Ha. Food's still good and the fellowship is still better. :D

Well, of course I spent alot of time playing game! I have not had so much time with my computer for the past 9 weeks and of course I must spend time with the little old CPU of mine. Haha. Played almost every single game I could get my hands on: FIFA, football manager, Red Alert 2, Everquest, Audition, Ultima Online, Warcraft3, Need For Speed:Underground... just some to mention. Woh, satisfied.

And of course, I spent alot of time praying and sorting out my thoughts. My heart has been deeply troubled for the past few months. I always thought she was just playing with my feelings and messing around. And that was where all the troubles and bitterness came from. But after thoughts and prayers, I finally managed to solve everything. Its like putting a rock off my shoulder and being able to jump again. The bitterness was all gone.

It was not her fault at all. She wasn't playing with me. It was just me getting slapped by God. It isn't the 1st time I went through this. God has specifically told me His plans but I just chose to ignore it. Well, this was just what I got. God sometimes have to slap me a couple of times to wake me up to His will. And it ain't easy. It wasn't any of our fault. Everyone of us is born imperfect, just that this time, I couldn't accept her flaws and she couldn't accept mine. Nobody was playing with nobody. It just didn't work out coz it was not the plan. So its just this way, and I just have to pick myself up and continue on my way like how I used to before.

And thats how my block leave ended. It ends with me being posted to SISPEC. To be trained as a sergeant, an infantry leader. Nothing really great. I wanted to go to OCS but theres really no choice when it comes to posting. So tomorrow I'll be gone, back to dressing up like a piece of grass again.