Welcome back, me.

Another nice video. Someone remind me to get a window seat when I find a job next time.



"Oh you coward you. You are not going to get anywhere by just sitting there and reasoning with yourself, giving excuses for your own cowardness. Get up and do something about it for goodness sake!" - Me to myself.

Reminds me of The Wizard Of Oz.

"Courage!
What makes a king out of a slave?
Courage!
What makes the flag on the mast to wave?
Courage!
What makes the elephant charge his tusk in the misty mist, or the dusky dusk?
What makes the muskrat guard his musk?
Courage!
What makes the sphinx the seventh wonder?
Courage!
What makes the dawn come up like thunder?
Courage!
What makes the Hottentot so hot?
What puts the "ape" in apricot?
What have they got that I ain't got?"
- Cowardly Lion

"I want so much to open your eyes, coz I need you to look into mine."

"Eve was not taken out of Adam's head to top him, neither out of his feet to be trampled by him, but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected by him, and near his heart to be loved by him."

I had nasi lemak today again. This time, it was breakfast. Somehow, my friends and I felt adventurous (and hungry) during work in the morning and quickly hopped into the car. We ended up at the same Bedok market we were at yesterday.

And yes, I had the "best nasi lemak" in the market (remember I had the second best yesterday?). It's a stall called "HONG NI", which literally means RED MUD in mandarin. I have no idea why its called RED MUD. I think it has something to do with the very potent chilli sauce and the potential shi.. output that the customer will produce after eating. Well, its not so bad. I only had 2 stomach upsets in the afternoon. And I skipped lunch.

Had dinner with my family at Xin Wang @ Yew Tee Point after work. I can now safely say I have been eating the same things for the past 3 days. Xin Wang on Sunday, Nasi Lemak yesterday, Nasi Lemak and Xin Wang today. There was so so so much food. Gosh, I just love eating with my family, I can order anything I want! Muahahaha.

Anyway I was in the bus going home and there was this person humming a little tune behind me. I didn't turn to see who it was.

Person humming: Lalalalalalala.

*Bus mounted the curb and there was a huge jerk*

Person humming: Ah! Jagulismkfsgokadn (Gibberish I can't understand)

Me: *laughed, tried to control laughter, failed, and laughed*

Me: *repeated above actions*

*People in front was turning their heads to see which mad guy was behind them*

Me: *repeated above actions until I alight*

And gosh, I have to sleep in camp tomorrow and Thursday night. How sad. I will miss my computer. And my PS2.

Extending another 6 months in the army is just nice. Another month and I feel that too much energy will be drained out of me, less a month and I feel that I've not earned enough yet. This contract for 6 months is given to me by God anyway, so of course its nice.

Well, thats my own conclusion after discussing the matter with a friend at work today. At least I'll be leaving the army with a positive experience (thats what the Army Recruitment Centre likes to say most) and not feel sour about giving my time to the sacred work of protecting our beloved nation.

A colleague asked me today if I'll look for another job after I ORD in May. He advised me to look for one. Reason: "My brain would rot if I don't use it for 3 months." Not that my brain is not rotten enough after my stint in the army. I would probably consider taking up something light though, like tuitioning or something.

Anyway, theres also the part in me that doesn't feel like leaving the army yet. Leaving the army means leaving my source of income. And leaving my source of income would mean the following:

• Sorry family, can't bring them out and treat them to good meals as often.
• Sorry friends, can't go to nice places with them too much.
• Sorry myself, can't go shopping as much.

Shopping. Oh man. I recently realised how much I love shopping. Ok, lets not use love, LIKE shopping. I recently watched "Confessions of a shopaholic" (I was forced to) and I could almost identify with the protaganist. Gosh, I don't even know if I am supposed to feel ashamed. Masculinists (I don't know if theres such a word, to find out its meaning, think feminist) would probably be making their way to kill me right now. Well, at least I am still serving in the army and I play soccer every week and I don't go for facial and I don't carry pretty bags and I don't wear tight fitting clothes, so please don't shelf me in with the "Sensitive New Age Guy" or "Metrosexual" categories.

ANYWAY. Today is declared as "Nasi Lemak Day" by me. Thats because for both lunch and dinner, I had Nasi Lemak. Yes, I skipped breakfast. So during lunch time, my friends and I drove out to Bedok and had some Nasi Lemak there (we love to be very adventurous during lunch time :D)

This Nasi Lemak, although I ordered alot alot (2 chicken wings, fish fillet, fried egg, luncheon meat, long beans, extra rice), I was left longing for more! Its not "FANTASTIC!", but it was good enough. This despite the fact that my friend says this stall is only second best in the market (and I thought I only saw 2 Nasi Lemak stalls in the market)

So the story goes, as soon as I finished work, I decided that I shall not have the usual dinnerfare from my mum's stall and go buy some Nasi Lemak at Yew Tee instead.

And after having Nasi Lemak from 2 different places today, I have decided. I still like the one at Chong Pang better. :D

Something for Easter :D

"And it doesn't end there. Jesus is alive."

Many a times, its the imperfections that make life beautiful. The imperfections that make it, perfect.

Today is a sad day. Its the day that I mourn the loss of my 1 month old iPod.

Good bye my iPod, I pray that whoever stole you from me will treat you well. Good bye all my songs, I pray that you will bless the one who took you away.

Well, its quite an expensive lesson, but I have learnt not to place my bag unattended in my bunk now. Evil people are everywhere! I am finally convinced that people can get so desperate that they search other people's bags for 'goodies'. Hmph.

And of course, as with all things in life, God always has a lesson in the things that happen to me. This time, its about carelessness. (Is there such a word even?)

I used to be a very careful person, locking up my stuff in my locker, making sure nothing is left lying around. But months and months of 'good times' and I have become complacent. Thats why the bag was not in the locker, and thats why the iPod was not in the bag.

The same thing applies to our walk with God. Sometimes, after being so on fire, so close and so touched by God, we get complacent. We feel that nothing bad is going to happen, that even if we skip praying for a day, or not read the bible for abit, its alright. We won't backslide. We won't lose the fire.

The devil's most common trick is to make us feel that "its alright". That is, in fact, the oldest trick the devil has in his book. And yet, its one of the most effective one. Its the 1st trick he played on humans, when he said the same thing to Eve, tricking her to eat the apple. And we've been tricked again and again and again.

Its not alright. If its alright to sin, Jesus wouldn't have to die on the cross for us. If its alright, Adam and Eve wouldn't be cast out of the Garden of Eden. It is not alright to skip prayer, skip devotion, skip service.

Therefore it is very important for us to be on our toes all the time. To be alert, cautious, and not be easily tricked by the devil. Don't wait till you lose your iPod before you start putting your things in your locker again.

All sort of things happen in life, even the ones that you do not expect. They are called "surprises", some are pleasant, some are unpleasant, and there some you just do not know where to put them.

This morning was like any other morning. Woke up at 4.50am (yes, thats when I wake up every morning), washed up, prepared for work and then head out of my home. Even as I got into the lift, I was still half-asleep; I had the habit of catching large amounts of sleep on my 1 and half hour journey to work.

So, like any other morning, I just hit the button with "1" on it and the lift door closed. I stoned for a second or 2 as the lift started moving downwards.

All of a sudden, there was a jerk and the lift came to a sudden stop. In my mind was a big big "?" and I actually thought the lift stopped for someone at the 7th floor. But no, the lift was somewhere between the 8th and 7th floor.

Really, being half asleep and getting stuck in a lift isn't the best things to mix. There was an announcement over the speaker that went "Please do not force the lift door open. Press the alarm and wait for rescue." I did not even realise my lift broke down, well, you can't blame me, the lights and ventilation were still on. So I just retardedly keep hitting the "1" button, then all the other buttons, and after about a minute of doing that, I realised my lift broke down.

So retardedly again, I pressed the alarm bell. In a variation of patterns and rhythm, and then realising that no one would hear the bell at 5.20am, I gave up. I just called for help myself. I didn't even know why I bothered to press the alarm when the helpline was right in front of me.

I dialed the number, and half-expected no one to pick up the phone. But of course, someone did.

"Hello?"

"Er, hi, I am stuck in the lift"

"Sorry?"

"Er, my lift broke down and I am stuck in the lift."

"Oh ok... which block is that?"

"686B"

"Ok, I'll send a rescue team over."

"May I know how long will it take?"

"25 minutes"

"Wha?"

"Could be earlier. 25 minutes or earlier."

"Oh ok, thanks"

15 minutes later, I heard sounds around the lift. Then someone knocked on the lift door outside and went "Hello?" I was feeling super sleepy and didn't react. So the fella went "Hello?" again. Then I realised that it was rescue and I responded "Ya?" And then the reply came "Wait wait."

10 minutes later, the lift door opens up and this indian guy popped his head in. I looked at him and said "Yo." Then he helped me to climb out of the lift and I said thanks and its off to work for me. I reached camp 30 minutes later than I usually did, but well, thank God I always reach camp 1 hour earlier than expected. :D

I received one of the weirdest SMS today. So weird that I have to blog it. Well, to protect the identity of those involved, names shall be replaced with fruits. (Note: this SMS came out of nowhere. There was no previous conversation with Kiwi at all.)

Kiwi: Maybe I got an idea

Me: What idea?

Kiwi: I have not think yet , if think already message you or even Tangerine .

Me: Ok... Good night!

Kiwi: Bye and good night rest .

I was dumbfounded for a minute.

Another new look to my blog.

However, it seems like I can't escape from the colour green. Oh well, I just like my blog to be in green. Kinda relaxing to read. I think.

Its another 44 more days to ORD. Time flies isn't it. I still remember it was during November that I decided to put down another 6 more months for the country (so patriotic, ain't I?) and its coming to the end of March now. Slighty more than a month and... my life will turn 180° back to... what it used to be.

University is next. The more I think about it, the more apprehensive I get. I am NOT prepared to study right now. Not at all. I have lost all my smart cells and replaced them with military ones. I wonder how do the rest of the guys in my country do it.

Theres only 1 person I know who is studying E.Lit right now, and that is Her Highness Shu Ting (mind you, she's the princess of a country that I can't tell you or I'll have to kill you). Looking at the way she writes and the amount of literature that is in her mind, and that she is still saying its not easy, I have decided on the following:

• I must watch more plays other than the ones Bright invites me to.
• I must read more books other than the ones which titles interest me.
• I must read more poems other than the ones that I randomly see online.
• I must go revise all my literary devices.
• I must know more literary devices other than hyperbole, alliteration, simile, personification, irony, sarcasm, oxymoron, parody etc.
• I must put more literature into my brain.

I wonder when will I ever get on to doing these things.

I have built a city here

Half with pride and half with fear

I just wanted a safer place to hide

I don’t want to be safe tonight

I need You like a hurricane

Thunder crashing wind and rain

To tear my walls down

I’m only Yours now

I need You like a burning flame

A wild fire untamed

To burn these walls down

I’m only Yours now

I’m only Yours now

I am Yours and You are mine

You know far better than I

And if destruction's what I need

Then I’ll receive it LORD from Thee

Yes I’ll receive it LORD from Thee

And its Your eye in the storm

Watching over me

And its Your eye in the storm

Wanting only good for me

And if You are the war

Let me be the casualty

Till I’m Yours alone

I am only Yours

I am Yours alone LORD

再给我两分钟

让我把记忆结成冰

别融化了眼泪

你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧

记得你叫我忘了吧

你说你会哭

不是因为在乎

I loved this video. Enjoy. :D

Just in case anyone wants to know more about me... I don't know, I feel that its kinda creepily accurate. Maybe I don't know myself well enough. Anyway if you people want to check out the quiz, just pop over to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sometimes I wish life was like a game. You know what you are supposed to do, you know where you are supposed to go, you know who you are supposed to meet.

That the special someone you are supposed to meet is going to meet you in the most interesting of scenarios; like when you fall from the sky landing in a bed of flowers; or when you go on a secret mission in a train with a resistance group; or when you plan to kidnap the princess and then fall in love with her; or when you arrive in a foreign world and you just know the summoner standing on water is the one.

That it doesn't matter what happens between you two. It doesn't matter if she's the last of her kind in the world and you rescue her from an evil electric company despite the odds and then go on an epic adventure; it doesn't matter if everyone believes she's a soceress, you are just going to rescue her; it doesn't matter if she's the queen and you are just a bandit; and it doesn't matter she's getting forced into marriage, you are going to disrupt that marriage.

And it doesn't even matter how it ends. She might die, killed by your arch enemy; you might finally get to hold her in your arms under the moonlight at a party; she might come running to you after you return from saving the world; or the two of you might not even be allowed to be with each other at the end.

Whatever it is, no matter how it ends, it doesn't matter, as long as the two of you have loved each other while you were together. That even if you can't be with each other physically, you have each other in your heart, and the both of you converse in your dreams.

Sometimes I wish life was like a game. A fantasy. Or fantasies. Final fantasies.

Contrary to popular belief, there are actually many things to learn in the army that can be applied practically to our lives. And one of the things that I learnt, is the term: Regroup.

During my training as a section commander, I learnt that when we get into a very nasty situation, we retreat and regroup. That is actually very common knowledge. The reason as to why we do that is simple; because we got compromised and thus have to reorganize, restrategise, and then return again to restart the fight. It is not surrendering. It is simply regrouping.

In a general term, I call this "Restart". Funny as it may seem, restarts actually play a very big role in our lives. Our computers have a function to restart when our system go bonkers, our PSP, Playstations, XBOX, they all have a restart function. Even if a product has no restart button, like our handphones, we always turn them on and off whenever something seemed wrong with the device.

Why do we do that? Because we believe that by restarting the device, it will simply sort itself out. And it does. Restarts seem to work most of the time. When our computer crash, the 1st thing we do is to restart it; then pray that it works, which usually happens.

Though I do restarts often, I never liked it. It actually takes courage and sacrifice to hit that "Reset" or "Restart" button. When I am playing a game and it hangs, I always hesitate a long time before I hit the "Reset" button. Thats because I know if I restart, I will lose all that I have done before the game hanged. However, the thing is that if I don't restart, I simply am unable to move on. A dilemma indeed.

I have been in the down for quite some time now. Been hitting this invisible wall these days, unable to get a move on. Taking a step back and looking at the road behind me, I realised that I have actually struggled quite a bit with myself. Torn bits of clothes were lying at some places where I tore them from myself, there were books at some places where I ran out of ideas.

Looking down this particular road, I realised that at some point, I decided to leave God out of the plan. I decided that I could do this on my own, that I had enough in me to handle whatever that may come my way. I was wrong. I only made a big mess out of myself.

Realising that I was going nowhere, I decided to walk back down the road, pick up all the bits and pieces I dropped; retreat back to the start point again.

Its time to restart and to regroup. And this time, God's going to lead the way.

Just finished watching "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button". And this is one of my favourite scenes. :D

"But life being what it is, a series of intersected lives and incidents, out of anyone's control..."

Many a times in our walk with Christ, we face a very common and simple dilemma: To please God or to please man. For many of us, it is very straightforward; please God. But wait wait wait, before we say it too quickly, let us take a step back to observe our actions, behaviours and thoughts.

Before I start, let me clarify. I am not here to protest against authorities such as pastors, G12 leaders, our mentors, teachers or what not. No no no, don't get me wrong here please. Pleasing God does not mean we go against our G12 leaders, or our parents, or our pastors. The bible clearly states that we give due respect to people who have authority over us.

1 Peter 2:13 - 14 "Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted amoung men: whether to the king, as supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right."

These are the people, the men, who has been placed into positions of authority by God Himself. They are to be honoured and respected, but in no position higher than that of God in our hearts. Ultimately, we must know that we are serving God, and not man. The authority given is from God, for God. Therefore, we do not please man more than we please God.

Romans 13:1 "Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God."

It is therefore important that we take a step back and observe ourselves. Are we falling into the trap of seeking to please man more than to please God? We may not realise it, especially when they are G12 leaders, our mentors, close friends, elders and so on. We may believe that all they are in fact, God inspired. After all, they are selected by God to have authority over us, ain't it?

Let us be a little careful here. They are all but man. And man fail at times. Therefore it is important that we do a little checks on our attitudes and behaviours. Are we too concerned about what others say about or tell us, more than us listening out to the voice of God? Do we care too much about how they observe the things we do, allowing them to dictate our joys and sadness, instead of feeling the peace of God in the things we enjoy doing? Do we value the approval and favor of man more than that of God's? Do we fear to displease man more than we fear to displease God?

Galatians 1:10 "Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.

The main purpose of our service is to glorify God, to serve Him wholeheartedly and then enjoy the abundant blessings He places in our lives. It is not to be too concerned about the opinions of others, it is not to let others dictate our way of life. Our primary concern should be God, and to serve Him.

Psalm 118:8 - 9 "It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes."

It is important, therefore, to note that seeking to please man more than to please God is in fact displeasing to God. The moment we start to obey man more than we obey God, we are going against Him. By obeying man more than God, we are putting man on a higher level of priority in our life, serving man instead of God. This is against the commandment in Exodus 34:14 "Do not worship any other god, for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God."

Jeremiah 17:5 "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the Lord."

Therefore, let us not fall into the trap of serving man instead of God. The moment we seek to please man, we will lose our focus from serving God, as we make it our business to satisfy man more than we satisfying God. Our main business, is in fact to serve God, not man. Reflect upon your life. Are the opinions of some people placed in too much of importance in your life? Do you let others dictate the way you live your life and serve God? Let us watch ourselves, and not fall into the sin of man-pleasing, or even idolising any other things that will cause us to lose our love and devotion for God. And let us say without a hint of doubt, "We seek to please God."

Ecclesiastes 12:13 "Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man."

Random post no.204

This shall be a special post because I am blogging from a very special place, on a very special laptop.

This particular laptop, according to the owner, can last only 1 hour when left to run on its battery. So I am running on AC power.

Ok, I know this is really random and totally unlike of my writing style, but it doesn't matter, I just feel like blogging from where I am.

Anyway, I am writing with no inspiration at all... so this shall be random post.

I am blogging on a black COMPAQ laptop. On a black sofa.

The person next to me is wearing a white NIKE shirt, hugging a pooh bear, reading some homework.

Theres music playing in the background, the air is cool because the aircon is on.

I am sitting on the floor.

Theres another person to left of me reading a chinese novel. Another one is busy trying to fix a computer killed by a multitude of viruses. Another one is in his room, I have no idea what he is doing.

My handphone being charged in another room.

Ok, I know this is an extremely random post. But really, it does not matter. Its good to insert some randomness here and there.

Oh, I bought myself a new watch yesterday. Ellesse. Black metal. I have been wanting to get myself a black metal watch for so so long. :D So glad for myself. I'll bring my Adidas watch to repair when I really feel like it.

This shall be the end of my random post.

Thank you for reading.

"If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans."

This was the 1st thing I heard when I watched the movie 'Bella' in HOF last friday. Unconciously, I laughed. Its so very true. Many a time, our plans are actually like jokes to God, just as a small kid's plans of doing this and that makes us adults laugh. Thats because God knows whats best for us, and He has already planned it so we can live our best. Telling Him our own plans is like telling Him jokes.

Year 2008 has come to an end. Thats 365 days gone. And thats another 365 days coming again. How was your 2008? Was it superb? Was it tragic? Was it a "to be continued" year? Or did your 2008 end splendidly like curtains falling on a play? Did everything go as per planned? Or did surprises pop out from all over the place? Whatever it is, 2008 is over.

Bringing myself back to the beginning of the year, I really didn't expect much from it. I simply looked forward to going ORD, gain more friendships and to be a better man. But God is really someone that is full of surprises. He knew my 2008 wasn't going to be a simple one, and it certainly wasn't.

For the entire of 2008, I served in one single unit. 36SCE. Gone were the days when I had to run around mindlessly, doing trainings and trainings and trainings. Life as a commander in an operational unit is really different, and I dare say, fulfilling. I have learnt alot about work management, people management and time management. I have also had the opportunities to go to many different places that I probably would not have the privilege of entering had I been a civilian. So all in all, my time as a NSF was definitely exciting, fulfilling and eye opening.

Perhaps one of the biggest surprise to me was the fact that I did not ORD this year. I really didn't expect that. To be offered the contract, and then to accept it, sign the papers and extending my service untill May next year, these things were definitely not in my plan. They were in God's plan. God knew that I enjoyed myself in the unit, God knew that I needed a job for untill I enroll into university, God knew that I was going for church camp next year, God knew that I needed time to prepare myself for university, and God prepared this contract for my sake. Everything was in perfect planning. Under the contract, I will be serving untill May 09, draw a reasonable salary, church camp will be in June, and I have July to prepare for university, enrolment will be in August. God is just so so very wonderful, isn't He?

2008 also saw me knowing many new friends, and they are a great bunch of people. There's Sylvia who joins the "After Service Lunch" group every Sunday with Jeff, Linton and I. And then theres Dixon, Jiayan, Yinglai, Jovin, Aunt Candy, Shawn and Aik Khim who so very graciously included me in their group for dinners and many wonderful times of fellowship. Not forgetting the fact that Dixon and Yinglai always sends me back to where I stay whenever they can. Such wonderful people.

I spent the last day of the 2008 in camp, sitting in the office with 2 of my friends, not realising that the year had ended untill we noticed the massive display of fireworks on our TV screen. One of my friend commented "wah, also don't know count down finish already." Well, I knew, I was watching the 10 seconds going down and then looking at fireworks fly out from the ground and lighting the sky. And I wonder, why do we celebrate? I don't think we celebrate because 2008 was such a bad year that we are so happy to see it over. Well, it certainly wasn't a fantastic year with the economic downturn and natural disasters that happened. But I'm sure we don't celebrate its ending, we celebrate because we believe that 2009 will bring greater things, and we have so much to expect for a new year. Another friend commented "so much fireworks, doesn't even feel like theres an economic downturn loh".

A small sleepyhead brought me all smiles once again by calling me after the countdown and helped me feel the atmosphere of everybody's joy even while I was in camp. That was really really sweet. Thank God for this small sleepyhead. :D

So what will 2009 bring about? 2009 WILL be the year that I ORD, that is in May. It WILL also be the year that I enter into a whole new phase of life - university. I will be enrolling into Nanyang Technological University in August to pursue my Bachelors in English Literature. That will take me a whole 4 years, and I certainly believe that God will bring me through the 4 years with His hand.

And I just know, I just know, that God has so much more installed for the year than I can possibly imagine. Just like what 2008 has been to me, I believe that God will surely come in with surprises that fits into His perfect planning. I shall not have too much plans for 2009, I just pray that wisdom, maturity, sensitivity, friendships, faithfulness and understanding be added onto me, and that at the end of the year, I will be a better man than I am today.

Whatever else, I will leave it to God, because He knows my future better than I do.

Matthew 6:31 - 34

"So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek ye first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."